RADAR
10 - Fashion
Publication Date: April 14, 2004
Whatever Happens... An Interview with Jazz Guitarist Earl Wilson (Maultsby)
Several days after watching a performance of his group Phase Two at Caton Castle, I met jazz guitarist Earl Wilson (real name Earl Maultsby) in his high rise Bolton Hill apartment at 6:00 a.m. (Earl must be short for Earlyhe is awake every day by 5:00 a.m.) for an interview. As mid-March morning flurries danced around the Baltimore skyline outside his living room window, Earl told me about his street corner doo-wop days, his Pennsylvania Avenue jam session days, his chitlin-circuit touring days, and how a life immersed in jazz and spirituality has enabled him to overcome addiction, incarceration, and an improbable and heartbreaking series of personal tragedies.
You started singing R&B at seventeen on a street corner. What street corner was that?
The corner of Madison and Wilson. We were pretty good. We had a group singing the doo-wop songs, the Swallows, the Drifters, the whole thing, and we were on the corner one dayyou know, the Royal still had shows during those daysand we were doing pretty good. We had people looking out the windows and so on. Anyway, this car pulled up with New York tags. It was Clyde McFadda, he sat there for a while, then the window came down and he said, "You guys sound good." He gave us a card, but we never did do it. The whole idea was, "Drink some wine, get on the corner, and have some fun." Though we were pretty good at it. Out of all of that group, two of those members are dead. I think Im the only one who pursued music seriously.
We had a guitar player, Ill never forget him. His name was Bunky Rogers. You know, youre in those groups and
"Wait a minute, man"theyd take you out"you supposed to sing this, and you supposed to sing that," and in between those little breaks this guy would be, [scats a guitar line] "buhdoobadoobadoo doowahhhh." Whoa! So he started teaching me a few chords. I already had known a few chords, though. My mother taught me guitar. She was an apostolic faith minister.
She was teaching you spirituals, right?
Yeah. I could only play in the key of E major, and I had an okay guitar. The strings were so high up from the fingerboard, my fingers would just ache. But I was determined to play. When she was out of sight, Id do some boogie woogie [laughs]. Hank Ballard and the Midnighters had just come out with a tune called "Work With Me, Annie." The guitar intro was like, "Bananana banananana, buhdup buhdup buhdup," and it took me a little while to figure out what he was doing. Then Id hear my mother come back in, and Id get right back to, "Jesus is the liiiight
" [laughs]
Piano was my first instrument. But for some reason at an early age I began to develop migraines, and they thought it was the piano. So thats how I got started. Im a self taught musician. I spent a little time with Bill Harris in D.C. some years ago. He had the Washington School of Music or something. He was great. A lot of people dont know that Bill Harris, who I think was rated four or five in the world as a concert guitarist, started out doo-wop, too!
How did you get from doo-wop and boogie-woogie into jazz?
There used to be a show years ago called "Swing Class." It was fifteen minutes, and my brotherwho has fifteen years difference on memy brother would listen to that show. At that age Im doing homework and listening to it
I was fascinated with all of that. Eventually, I started listening to jazz, started buying jazz albums. A lot of the guys would walk around with the album showing, you know, with the Eddie Jacobs jackets on, like "Im hip," theyd make sure the cover was showing
it was part of the make up in those days, in the fifties.
I got serious about it because I knew a couple of musicians like Bunty Rogers and Gene Edwards, who used to play guitar with the Lou Bennett trio here. They helped me a lot. There was another guyhe wasnt a fantastic player, but he knew that guitar. Rob Johnson. I think all his sons started playing, maybe one is in New York now. Somewhere along the line I started picking up more, picking up more, picking up more, and just got it together from there. Im still learning. I dont know how you stop learning.
When I started singing again, I was getting such a response that I started mixing that in. We have a vocalist named Ruby Dawson. The songs were getting stale and most of the guys in this group are working and we couldnt get enough rehearsals in so I just made a change and put another horn player up front. Between Andy Ennis, who spent some eleven years with Ray Charles, and Harold Adams, who worked with a group here called Moon August, and Vance James, who played with Jimmy MacGriff and Hank Crawford, then Bill Bird who played with Sonny Stitt
every time I hear "local musicians" [chuckles]
these guys are really giants.
Andy Ennis took a ten minute solo Saturday night that was out of this
Thats cause he was drunk! [laughs]
Naw. Thats my buddy, thats my right arm with that group!
So how did you advance as a player, who were your influences?
My first influence was Johnny Smith, but I could never figure out what he was doing. It wasnt till later that I found out that he tuned his guitar different. Thats why I couldnt figure it out!
Did that help you then, because you were forced to
No, cause I never figured it out! I had made these inverted chords to try to match what he was doing, but it never worked out. Then along came Kenny Burrell. I love him. I love him. That was when I didnt know whether to be a musician or a gangster [laughs]. I got technique from Kenny. If you ever listen to him, you can hear every note, everything is clear. Hes a technician. I went on to listen to Barney Kessel, Herb Ellis, Tal Farlow. One of the greatest of those guys, and a guy who teaches everybody and doesnt get any credit because hes known for playing country and western, is Chet Atkins. As I have heard the story, Chet Atkins taught Earl Klugh.
Im at this point where I listen to good music now. I listen to some country and western. I cant get into the rap, but
the rap really comes out of the
in the seventies we had the poetsGil Scott Heron
Was it your intention to be a full time musician? Is that what youve mostly done?
Yeah, until drugs got in the way. When drugs got in the way, you know, its a disruptor. I fought it and fought it and fought it for years. I agree with something, I dont know if Miles said it, but all the cats were trying to follow Charlie Parker. "Charlie Parker got highmaybe if I get high I can play like that."
Its a cliché, but it really did happen
Yeah, it did happen. So when drugs got in the way it kind of took me out of the picture for a while.
When was this?
Oh, 58, 59. I had went on the road with a package show: the Blue Bells, Rufus Thomas, Arthur Alexander, Jimmy Soul. They traveled different those days. Artists didnt make anything off the records, and the more money you made [on tour], the higher your name could go on the marquee. I think the person who turned that around was James Brown when he started suing for residuals, and then Herbie Hancock got involved with it.
It was a time, man. We played what we called the chitlin circuit: Regal in Chicago, Apollo in New York, stop in a town somewhere in between, then play the Royal in Baltimore, then you play Virginia Beach, then you make those circles, went through the South. We couldnt stay in the hotels back then. Promoters would put us up in private homes, and the homeowner would be charged with feeding us one or two meals a day. But when you doing thirty one-nighters, soon as you fall asleep its time to get up. By the time you get to the next gig, you got a chance to set up, get a sound check, get a shower, and get ready for the gig.
In the contracts in those days, they had "grace time." You had 10 or 15 minutes grace time; if you were supposed to start at 9:00 and the first note wasnt hit between 9:00 and 9:15, you very well could play the whole show and wouldnt get paid. Guys now take that stuff for granted.
So I came back home
and
tried to fight through the drug thing in 60, 61. I think in 1963, I got busted for a bag of dope. It devastated the family, it devastated everybody. It just looked like I didnt care, you know. I got that together, and what turned me on wasI think in 69Gene Ammons was at the Famous Ballroom.
Now he had just gotten out of prison. A seven year sentence for narcotics.
So had I!
Oh!
I had set up a program in the institution. It was a really funny thing man. When I got there, if you had an instrument you could go down to the auditorium where they showed the movies. You could play for a couple hours. When I got there, there was a rock and roll bass player and a rock and roll drummer. There was another bass playerI cant think of his namehe was more into jazz. He thumped, he was one of those thumpers.
I said, "Dag, man, I wish we had a drummer," heh heh heh heh! In came Reggie Glasgow. Hes a good, dear friend of mine. It just went on like that. "Man, I wish we had a piano player." Here come Yusef Saleem. [laughs]
Where was this?
Jessup.
I said, "Man, we need a horn player," and this guywe called him Big Johnhe had finished up a bit in Lorton, then he came to finish up something else in Baltimore. He could play a little bit. But like all of us, drugs had gotten in the way of development. So the drummer that we had was working in the kitchen, which meant that he had to get up at four in the morning, he couldnt be down there. So I said, "Man, I wish we had another drummer." And in came a drummer. "And if we had a trumpet to go with that horn player," and so this cat busts in here from Boston! By the time I finished, I had a 22 piece band! [laughs]
We did a big concert for the commissioner of corrections, Joe Canatt, and a lady who is probably responsible for saving my life. She ran the drug program there, Dr. Juliet Simmons. She was a grandma-looking lady. You felt like she could look right through you. You say something stupid, andyou wouldnt expect this lady with this little gray hairbut she would look at you and she would say right straight to you, "Who the fuck you think youre talking to?" [laughs] She was rough, so we learned how to deal with her cause at that time you had to go through the drug program to make parole.
I dont know whether all of this should be in this magazine, but it was a part of my life. Sure, I would like to not have done that. Had I stuck with the music, you know
but thats life. Thats what comes out of the instrument now, is what you live.
Any other memorable advice from other musicians?
Oh yeah, plenty of it. This town was full of musicians who wouldas long as you didnt get cocky
you didnt have to go to a music school. You could hook up with this guy Rob Johnson, another guy "Plato" who played pianoI dont know if I ever knew his real name! But he sounded like Art Tatum. In the old days, it was "each one teach one." I dont know if theres anyone left to teach it as an art form. But I am really amazed at the amount of kids who have gotten into jazz. Peabody
Ive got a young drummer, hes from Baltimore, Lee Pearson, he was going to the Manhattan School of the Performing Arts, and I think he comes out in May. This kid is fantastic. Hell be playing with me this coming Saturday.
Lee is 22 years old. Hes played with Kenny Garrett, hes played with everybody. Hes now the drummer for the Duke Ellington Orchestra. Hell come down from New York cause both of his parents are ministers. Hes a very spiritual young man.
Its something it took me a long while to get involved with, a band that had some spiritual connection. Not just to Christ or whoever their God was, but a spiritual connection. You can feel it, you know.
Ive had this group now for three and a half years, which is amazing here in Baltimore, because groups dont stay together. Weve been lucky. And the Caton Castle has been like home for me. Ron Scott who owns and manages it, he loves jazz. The audience kind of slacked off there one timethe health department found a few things. But the people who owned the club, had they known those were problems they would have fixed them up. But it was during this period where the police commissioner was saying, "We need to close down some of these bars, this is where violence is starting." Bars didnt have anything to do with that. I think the police here have lost control of the situation.
So the crowd is building up again now. Im thankful to have a place. Its a beautiful room. He was getting ready to turn it into a hand dance, where they have jitterbugging and line dancing and stuff. When my group is there, I guess Im like maitre d. Weve had Ernie Andrews, the late Nathan Page who passed away last yearhell of a guitarist
weve had Cedar Walton, Rene McLean, a young lady from Washington, D.C., Sharon Clark. Whoo! She can sing, man, shes like Sarah Vaughan and Ella, shes really good. I dont know why she hasnt made it really big.
You sang a couple of songs at Caton Castle last week. What do you look for in a song to sing?
A story. If it doesnt have a story, if its trite, I wont deal with it. I wont deal with any lyrics thats trite. Tunes like "Whats New," "What are You Doing the Rest of Your Life," "Our Love is Here to Stay," "The Very Thought of You," "Youve Changed," "Down Here on the Ground." If its got a story to it, and a connection
And I write a bunch of lyrics and poems. I was hoping that I could get a book of poems and prose published, then I get sidetracked with the music. What I really need to do is stop playing. But I just cant afford it! Just stop playing and concentrate on one project. But once you lead a group, its like leading a family. Theyre your children, so to speak.
I havent done much since October. I got mugged. Almost lost my eye. Theres a plate running from my nose here to the right side of my eye. Theres about four fractures here. I was very lucky. About seven, eight guys
a bunch of punks, I mean, if youre beating a 65 year old man and you cant take him to the ground! I didnt give any resistance cause theres nothing I could do.
I had stopped to get some Chinese food
Where was this?
Up on
[pauses] I dont want to say, I dont want to give the street a worse name because theyreits in the hood, but theyre doing something to try to revitalize that area, and
I dont want to give it a bad name, I mean I grew up in that area
[long pause]
Pennsylvania Avenue. There was a time when you couldnt walk five blocks, you couldnt take ten steps without hearing a live band. All of those clubs there
Thats what people think of when they think of jazz in Baltimore
Avenue bar, Casino, Spot Bar, Gambys, Bamboo Lounge, Millionaire Club, I cant think of them all. Live music was going on. Jam sessions was the Department of Education. You could go to Peabody, you could go to New York, you could go anywhere else, but if you couldnt get in a jam session and hold your own in a blues
basically, you needed to learn how to play the blues because thats incorporated in everything else. I dont want to get too far from the major third, I dont want to get too far from bending that seven. I want to stay to somewhere where its simple. The blues is simple. It can get intricate, but its simple, its a crying out.
I only saw you take one solo Saturday night, but I noticed youd play something harmonically sophisticated, like holding someone up gently, then youd throw this dart-like blues run in there, like youre shaking somebody up
Its got to be in there! Got to come back to that. See, I dont know if you can differentiate between spirituals, blues and jazz. I think its all one music. When you look at how phenomenal music is
I mean everything we listen to come out of these 12 chromatic tones
I dont care if its Bach, Beethoven, Charlie Parker, Earl Scruggs, whoever it is, its only 12 tones, basically, you know
I think that makes this music Gods music. Thats the way I feel about it.
So you, your fellow musicians, and the patrons at Caton Castle always look very sharp
Well, let me tell you
I lost my wife in 95. It was very devastating, it just took me apart. I had three daughters by my first marriage. I lost two of them almost within two weeks. I wasnt here, I was living in Dallas. I didnt come up, I couldnt handle it. I think it was that I got the first call on a Tuesday and I said I couldnt come up for a week. Then the next Wednesday my oldest daughter died. So that Friday, I told my wife, come up and go with me. She said, "Well, Ive got to go to the doctors office," and I said, "Okay, well just pack up, and when you leave the doctors office well go from there to the airport." When she came out the doctors office, they had diagnosed her with ovarian cancer. I just couldnt take it, that was a little too much trauma for me, I mean the two girls
I mean, it was three daughters, and I just buried the last one here December 17. So it was kind of traumatic for me, it really knocked me over. We had a marriage of 32 years, my wife and I. My daughter by my latest marriage, Tiffany, shes a great kid. She graduated from college with a math degree, University of Texas at Austin, she works for an insurance company as an underwriter, she sings in the choir down there, shes great. Shell be 31 this June.
I came back home in 98 and lost my mother that year. We were very close. Wed fight like cats and dogs, but we were very close.
I would go around to the clubs and Id see these guys up on the bandstand with tennis shoes and jeans, real raggedy
I remember in the old days, we would never think about getting on the bandstand without a shirt and tie and jacket on. In some cases the union would fine you if you didnt have a shirt and tie on. So my mission was to put class back on the bandstand and do a professional job with it. I think Ive made a thing about that. We really have a dress code for musicians at Caton Castle. We dont push it, but
Baltimores funny, people get dressed up to go out. People work all week to put on this nice suit and this nice dress to go hear somebody, you know
I think thats my biggest vice is clothes. Ive got an Armani in there that was given to meI cant afford it. When I was in Texas, I was doing pretty good down there, I started a bar and had things going. Jazz once a week on Sundays, buy suits as they came to you. I told my wife, "I want to get 28 suits, I want to change suits twice a day." I mean I look at it now, that was kind of vain. [laughs] But I did do it. When I got to 28 she put her foot down; there was nowhere else to put it. I think I got about 12 left now. But Im fanatical about going on the bandstand and looking good and being professional.
I want to ask you some questions about Baltimore and jazz. In the 1970sI want to know if Baltimore followed the trends of jazz, so in the 1970s, was Baltimore following the trend toward electric instruments and fusion.
Not really. This was a town that almost lived and died by the Hammond B-3 organ. That put a lot of bass players out of work! [laughs] That was the thing then, everyone was playing Hammond. A couple great organists came out of this town. Cornell Maldrow, Lou Bennett who left here and went to Europethey called him the Jimmy Smith of EuropeShirley Scott, Dennis Fisher, Chico Johnson. Most of those guys have gotten to the point where they dont play as much. Dennis has a nice group. Chico doesnt play much, hes kind of sick. Charlie Covington, whoo! Hes something else, but his wife told me hes got retina problems and he doesnt play around too much. He was in my group for a while.
I had a group, Charlie Covington and Chester Thompson. Charlie left me and went with George Benson. I was like the granddaddy. We had to get permission for Charles to come in the club to play. Chester left me and went with Genesis, and left Genesis and went with Weather Report. Hes living out in California now. Great kids, man, they used to think the world of me. They didnt know at two oclock Id go home and Id be trying to figure out, "What the hell did Charlie play?!?" And Id go back like everything was cool. [laughs]
A few issues back in Radar, Darryl Harper interviewed Baltimore drummer Phil Cunneff. Phil said, "There isnt a jazz scene in Baltimorethere are several: the Red Room scene, the Caton Castle scene, the Fells Point scene
Creative people make a scene happen." Is there a cohesive jazz community in Baltimore?
Yeah, I think Left Bank [Jazz Society] proved that for years. If youve got something to offer them in jazz, theyll come out. My audience is 80 percent female [laughs] and over forty, but I started pulling out people who used to go when Lenny Moore had the club that was later turned to the Sportsman. We used to have jam sessions up there
well I started seeing some of that old crowd from the 70s showing up now.
I mean the Caton Castle at one time, we had the room so that if the session would start at five oclock and you werent there by quarter to six, you didnt get a seat. Youre talking 130, 135 people. And it was always packed.
Our editor met you at the mayors town hall meeting for the arts.
Oh, who was that?!
Jack Livingston.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. And I didnt know what Radar was! I hadnt heard about it.
Why were you there? What was your message?
What Im trying to do is
its very complicated. In the Afro-American community, where jazz was fluent, it was everywhere, you knowits not there anymore, people are not coming out. First of all theres not the places, but people are not coming out anyway, and that has to do with the crime scene. Its not safe.
When we started the sessions up at the Caton Castle, the 5 to 9 period on Saturdays was excellent. A lot of people would come in, get home early, and be ready to go to church in the morning
it really has worked out. Now I noticed that during the past few months, weve been getting a crowd kind of late, cause its really supposed to start at 5 and stop at 9 and Ive been kind of holding the group back until people show up. My biggest fear is playing to an empty house, and Ive done that before, you know. Ummm
what was the question again?
What was your message at the town hall meeting?
Oh, I was there because I wanted to seethat was my first town hall meetingand I wanted to see who was there. I saw a lot of people who were into promotions
I didnt see that many musicians that I knew of. We may have had the only jazz table there, which tells you something about what theyre thinking about.
I dont know whats going on in Fells Point now, but I havent worked down there. The kind of crowd thats down there seems to be a very young crowd, a rock and roll and blues crowd, I think. I havent been down there, cause theres been nothing down there to offer me to come down there. And thats been one of the problems, too. There hasnt really been anything in that area to call for a bunch of Afro-Americans to go down there. Its not that kind of situation.
You know, Ive seen this music misused so much. Radio and television stations, they dont push jazz as an art form. But every time they want to sell something thats hip, you hear the jazz piano in the background, you know what I mean? [laughs]
Car commercials with "Take Five"?
Yeah. [laughs]
One of the shows that knocked me out was the Peter Gunn show years ago. Cause that was Henry Mancini, you know. Just knocked me out.
But our youth are now being bombarded with the rap thing. I dont have any problem with some of it when it has a positive message. But I heard some stuff that youd get locked up on the corner for saying. Ive heard guys who can sing a whole album of rap music that cant count to ten, dont know their ABCs. You know, its like, "We dont care."
Now, youve got to understand that this generation thats on the street now is a product of the 70s, when everybody was getting high. So if youre looking for Mom and Dad to correct this kid, Mom and Dad is on the corner, too. Not everybody! The young kids
Charles Funn at Dunbar has a feeling for teaching this music for young kids, and that band is, whoo! I think theyll be at the Lexington Market noon show this month. Hes got those kids really going on. Ill tell you another group you need to check out. St. Veronicas Steel Drum Band. They come out of Dundalk. Its about 15 kids. They play everything from Bach to Monk. Youd be surprised, 12 year old kids and everybody knows their part.
What is the future of jazz in Baltimore?
See, I think that depends on what the city pushes. See, the mayors office could take some responsibility and push this thing, you know. And when you consider the diversity here in this town
right now were trying to get a Baltimore jazz festival. I mean, this towns known for jazz. There used to be a saying, "You cant make it in Baltimore, go to New York," and as hard as it is to make it in New York, a lot of cats who went there and couldnt make it came back to Baltimore.
There were some great musicians in this town. Some went on to do great things. Eubie Blake, Billie Holiday, Chick Webb, theres just so many good musicians. Up into the later years, Mickey Fields, Andy [Ennis], a bunch of guys. I think it depends on us becoming a union for advocacy, you know what I mean? Its got to be some kind of
youve got to step on this. Its a part of the culture that really needs
Thats really whats gotten me off track now. Im not practicing like Im used to, Im doing this other community work trying to push jazz, and its taking something away from my music. I didnt intend to be active in this thing. I blame this on Barry Glassman. [laughs] You know, hes such a nice guy.
I think the future of jazz
there are a lot of people
one of the members on our steering committee doesnt think too much about the future of jazz, but I think thats kind of rough.
What about jazz in general? What is its future as a living, evolving art form?
I dont think its going to die. I dont think you can kill it. Its going to be here. But now, if we can get more exposure to it
Years ago we used to think about Charlie Parker, Miles Davis, and along comes this white boy, Dave Brubeck, and everybody who was into the hard swing jazz, we thought, man, he really wasnt what was happening.
Youve got to give Dave Brubeck credit for bringing people into jazz who would never have come there if they had to listen to the complexity of Miles and Monk
that may have been a little too hard
He was a bridge?
Yeah, he was a bridge, Chet Atkins was a bridge. Now Im not saying that they were among the greatest players we had. Its like asking who you like the most: Sarah Vaughan or Ella Fitzgerald. I dont think you can make that kind of decision. One belongs here, and one belongs here.
I think jazz is alive and kicking, but weve got to push for it.
Are there any projects that you had in mind but never saw to fruition? Not really regrets; just good ideas or potential collaborations that never ended up seeing the light of day.
Ive got shelves of music over there, original tunes. Its everywhere over there. Got some in my files on the computer, too. Ive recorded on two records that never got off the shelf. I have never recorded under my name. I think I didnt have the wherewithal to do it, first of all. Being self-taught, I dont have that academic side of being able to write for a band. I can write a sheet, simple stuff, but I dont have that kind of academic knowledge because I never went to school for it. My project now is to get a CD out. But I dont want to do it on a home computer, I want to go in the studio and do it right. Im not going to cut loose anything that doesnt have any quality to it, thats not organized.
Frank Zappa, a musician from Baltimore who could, in some twisted sense, be described as jazz, made an album called Joes Garage about a fascist government that outlaws all forms of music. Lets say youve got one song left to play before they take the music away. What are you going to play?
Miles Daviss "Blue in Green."
I love that song. Is that because of Bill Evans, or
Thats because of the song. Ive heard other artists do it, but that relationship that Bill and Miles had, WHOOOO!, you would think after that they would go and get married. [laughs] He was a fantastic dude, and Miles was a genius, he broke the barriers. He made a statementQuincy Jones was interviewing him and he said about the group he had with Tony Williams and John Coltrane, he saidyou know how Miles talked [in a gravelly voice]"I dont ever have to play that way no more." He got to be crazy!
What he finally said later was, Miles, Diz, and Parker broke the barrier, and these guys should be taking it further. What I dont understand is we still trying to figure out what Parker was playing, you know what I mean?! [laughs] If we could figure out what they were playing then
they were some intricate tunes, we still trying to figure that out!
Look what Miles did, he went from that to the electronics
Bitches Brew, On the Corner. I love this thing he does, the thing that Cyndi Lauper recorded, um
"Time After Time," thats a beautiful melody
Yeah. And his last CD, was it Doo-Wop? It was hip hop! You know, he was a genius. People were saying he was crazy. Most geniuses are crazy, I guess, they got their own plan. I wish I could do that, I wish I could just stay focused with one thing, but life is not like that, theres a whole lot going on.
And since I just turned 66 on January 28, Ive got this urgency to get things done. I dont know whether I think Im going to die soon, but I need to get it done now. Im more serious about life now than I was then. Evidently I was trying to kill myself dealing with what I was dealing with.
Then does jazz or improvisation in general teach you any lessons you can apply to non-musical parts of your life?
Its the other way around. Its the non-musical parts of your life that you apply to the improvisations. Thats what makes it happen, you know what Im saying. The way you live, the things you done thats really coming out in that music. You cant write about love if you aint been in love, or hate neither, if you havent been hateful. I can still remember those days when we drank wine on the corner and sang.
I think its the other way around. Im just happy to be alive. I woke up this morning, you know, and Im thanking God
Im back into church now.
I dont know if you heard the sign off tune, "Whatever Happens," we do a thing
[sings]
"Whatever happens, therell be some times along the way when it aint easy. Find some words of love to say and smile and be happy anyway."
Bill Withers says, "And kiss before you say good night," and I say, "And pray before you say goodnight." And thats the way we end our evenings.
I think we can take Christ wherever we go. Hes not limited to the church. I think thats what ministers are finding out now, you gotta get out of the churches, the four walls. As a matter of fact, Christ didnt have a church did he? He had the side of a mountain. And you hear people building these 8 million dollar churches, well
they should remember the walls of Jericho.
I cant separate the spiritual from anything else. If I could just have more patience
Im fighting now to give up the cigarettes, I got a weekend, not quite a week. And I finally went to the doctor and asked for something to help me. You know, I got cocky. I figured, if you can beat a heroin habit, you ought to be able to beat anything. But man, them cigarettes got stuff in it that make heroin look like aspirin!
I have really tried, I have really tried. Im thankful to God that Ive made it this far, Im thankful to God that every time I go get a check up and they tell me, "Nothings wrong," I say, "You guys are sure? Cause I know what Ive done to this body!" [laughs]
I dont drink anymore. I might take a little wine every now and then, but my purpose now is to keep my head clear. Im on a mission that I really dont know what the mission is, but I feel comfortable. One time I thought about going into the ministry, and I was telling some of my homeboys about that, and they said, "Shit, your ministry is on that bandstand!" [laughs]
Matter of fact, I did a thing with PBS
somebody, Wally is his name, that did the filming, said, "What do you think jazz is?" And I think the show ended with, "I think God gave us these music notes and told us to do what you can with it." Thats how it came out [laughs]. I dont know if that connection that, uh, historically is being put on the rhythms of Africa, fine, but that doesnt explain today. You can see the transformation as you go from there to the islandsI call the islands the halfway point before Americaand then for America the cotton fields and so on and so on and so on. We went from chain slavery to mental slavery, and music was the only way we could do.
We had to live in codes during those days. Were still doing it. Somebody comes around that aint hip, you know, Caucasian, we start talking the pig Latin! [laughs] In the old days, swing low sweet chariot is about the Underground Railroad. We had to talk around to get comfortable, it was the only way we were going to survive.
And music
music, music, music, music, it kept us going in the cotton fields, and it keeps us going now, in the offices on the 27th floor, you know. Music is the only universal language we have.
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